Isn’t it so funny when you look back at yourself a few months ago..years ago..decade ago.. and think.. what the hell was I doing? And then you wonder.. how did you allow yourself to become so dumb and treat yourself like that. Or where was your common sense. How did you manage to endure so much because of your lack of knowing… That’s the thing about lessons. They come and throw themselves on you after all the terrible ordeals when you’re hardly in a state to learn. The whole ‘If I knew then what I know now’ cliche is so rubbish. There should be an antibiotic for our brains to kill the stupid decision making bugs in us.